Enlightened

My one regret, in that night mixed
with bittersweet thoughts of love,hate
and passions was reconciled to
nothing but, that of the most sweetest
of tendernesses, my heart has for so long
wanted.

A experience long dreamt of by
my soul and heart.
A wish that I knew to be of the
most touching and pure kind. Yet
how am I to describe what I felt
in that moment when your lips
of velvet so soft that I would
never be able to afford, touched
mine.
A feeling of pure ecstasy ripped right
through me, through layers of my soul
I had long forgotten.
And at that moment my heart that
I had long forced to stop beating
for your sake, was awakened and
began to pump love back through my
body.
At that moment I knew everything
about the love I told you that I had
had for you was true right down to
the very core. I no longer wish to
live this lie. I want to live loving
you to the end of my existence, and
if necessary the bitter end.