Thought

I was sitting, sunday night in church on the back pew where I usually sit. I had my arm around Mary and I began to think about how bitter sweet I felt. I felt a little depressed because I love her and I feel like my parents don't think I should. I was feeling good at the same time though because I did love her and I knew she would stick with me through whatever. But also that love reminds me of what confronts me ever day between the next time I see her. Then I began to think of how it feels to be on this path and I realized that there was no path or if there was I couldn't see it, there was no left or right, no forward or backward, there was nothing. This began to scare me to know that I had no clue of anything. No clue of tomorrow or even the next minute. But just as fast as that came into my mind than another thought came in and that was I'm not alone. Even though I can't see my path I know I'm begin lead by my Lord and maybe the reason I can't see where I'm going is so I don't see the evil an either side of me. The reason of this is so my step does not falter. But really don't know, I can only speculate.